[Yeah he swallows hard on that one. At the time Karkat hadn't outright said who he was talking about, saying 'her' and never doing any name dropping, but the context clues should have been enough, he just... Didn't really want to acknowledge that memo ever, but now he's kinda having to. Fhl.]

I--Fuck, I don't ewen know what to say, I definitely don't want to beliewe you, but the shit you'we just said--the shit you said in that memo, the shit you know...

Fuck.

[Yeah he's not sure how to handle this right now. He wants to just call Karkat a liar, go on his merry way and just flip him the metaphorical flapbeast, but he knows all too well that he can't do that, not with the way his chest feels so goddamn tight.