A lot of fuckin' people do! Nepeta and Equius do! They know exactly what their one, singular center of sentience and activity are doing and they've got it all damn fine. Fuck, even you do, and all you've got going for you is a bunch of shitty movies! But nope, not me. All I can do is flounder around uselessly in the presence of perfectly good, functional people until my wriggling sends me over a goddamn fucking cliff!